Note to self...

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Sometimes, it feels like your world is tumbling, then when you think it has stopped, it shatters into a million tiny pieces- then what do you do but wonder: if there is a God, He certainly has me as one of his puppets; the one he keeps throwing all the not so nice things at. Just writing that, I truly feel like I have gone beyond my boundaries - little do you know that you are responsible for all those self destructing thoughts.

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What's your perfect Sunday night?

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There is something about Sundays - your brain still wants a little more time before Monday and time ticks ever so fast. Yet somehow, you cannot wait until the week begins so that you kick some ass (or at least try to).

So sitting here - planning for the week ahead, I figured I could share a part of my Sunday night playlist - it's too bad I can't share my coffee; non the less, you better enjoy it ;)

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You can't always get what you want...

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You know you had fun when at the end of the night, your feet are killing you! That sounds like the past two nights alright. 
It was just the usual, although not so usual for me anymore because I had been out of the scene for... how long was it? Yes, three weeks and for a while I managed to convince myself that I was 'mellowing'! Pft, like that is ever happening!
The past few weeks have led me to one conclusion: You can't always get what you want...

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A creative artist's silent cry

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Just like everyone else, I work hard and when I work hard, I don't expect occasional pats on the on the back for a job well done - no, I believe I am capable of giving myself most if not ALL of the ego boosting that is necessary. 

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Leap of Faith: Listen to your heart

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It seems to me that it has been all work and no play - your brain turns into mush and waking up each morning to do what you are supposed to love just does not thrill you anymore! You can relate? Good - because when Passion is all lost we HAVE to find her; everything seems so mediocre without the well adored Passion; who wants that? 

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Heartwarming...

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If I had a heart, I would tell you about love...
About how I have felt things I never thought were possible
Done the unimaginable
Trusted ever so readily 
Trapped in between pain and pleasure

If I had a heart I would tell you that I can't do without love
I need someone to hold my hand 
Someone to kiss me on my forehead and like magic, make all my troubles fade away
A friend who doesn't seem to notice my flaws

 But, I do not have a heart, so I cannot tell you about any of that
Funny though how my mind wanders to one place
A place it is no longer welcome
So cold yet so warm............

 Where is that place you wonder?

''Tender... and cruel... real... and surreal... terrifying... and funny nocturnal... and diurnal usual... and unusual handsome as anyone...''
It is a place where videos like this make me shed a tear... or two ...Where quotes like that stir up emotions so intense ...Where a deeper understanding of self is evoked ...Where  'I love you' doesn't even begin to explain... The only place WE seem to peacefully exist 

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